Tuesday, October 31, 2023

Hamilton: The Revolution

Hamilton: The RevolutionHamilton: The Revolution by Lin-Manuel Miranda
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

A behind the scenes look at the Broadway hit. This was surprisingly inspiring. I came away with a huge respect for Miranda's talent. His insights into his own lyrics gave me a greater appreciation for rap music in general--The Great Pun...So many happy accidents, great sacrifices, and sheer inspiration made this a show that transcends its subject. Definitely helps you enjoy the show even more.

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The Problem of Pain

The Problem of PainThe Problem of Pain by C.S. Lewis
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

C.S. Lewis systematically argues the necessity of pain in God's plan. Ultimately, it comes down to the essential existence of agency. We need agency to show our obedience to God, and we crave agency in order to enjoy true freedom and as a result there must be pain because of other's choices, the result of natural laws, and our own choices. The good news is that we can also use that agency to help others who are experiencing pain. Lewis lays this all down in a building argument with examples. It may not lessen your pain but perhaps give you trust that pain doesn't negate God's love.

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Their history is largely a record of crime, war, disease, and terror, with just sufficient happiness interposed to give them, while it lasts, an agonized apprehension of losing it, and, when it is lost, the poignant misery of remembering.

This feeling may be described as awe, and the object which excites it as the Numinous.

seems therefore probable that numinous awe is as old as humanity itself.  

somehow or other it has come into existence, and is widespread, and does not disappear from he mind with growth of knowledge and civilization.

two views we can hold about awe.  Either it is a mere twist in a human mind, corresponding to a nothing objective and serving no biological function, yet showing no tendency to disappear from that mind at its fullest development in poet, philosopher, or saint; or else it is a direct experience of the really supernatural, to which the name Revelation might properly be given. 

All human beings that history has heard of acknowledges some kind of morality.

All men alike stand condemned, not by alien codes of ethics, but by their own, an all men therefore are conscious of guilt.

religious development:  when the Numinous Power to which they feel awe is made the guardian of the morality to which they feel obligation.

Religion creates, rather than solves, the problem of pain, for pain would be no problem unless, side by side with our daily experience of this painful world , we had received what we think a good assurance that ultimate reality is righteous and loving.

if matter has a fixed nature and obeys constant laws, not all states of matter will be equally agreeable to the wishes of a given soul, nor all equally beneficial for that particular aggregate of matter which he calls his body.

fixed laws, consequences unfolding by casual necessity, the whole natural order, are at once, limits within which their common life is confined and also the sole condition under which any such life is possible.

Kindness, mercy as such, cares not whether its object becomes good or bad, provided only that it escapes suffering....If God is Love, He is, by definition something more than mere kindness.

We may wish, indeed, that we were of so little account to God that He left us alone to follow our natural impulses--that He would give over trying to train us into something so unlike our natural selves; but once again, we are asking not for more love, but for less.

Love, in its own nature, demands the perfecting of the beloved; that the mere "kindness" which tolerates anything except suffering in its object is, in that respect, at the opposite pole from Love.

human spirit will not even begin to try to surrender self-will as long as all seems to be well with it.

pain insists upon being attended to.

No doubt Pain as God's megaphone is a terrible instrument; it may lead to final and unreported rebellion.  But it gives the only opportunity the bad man can have for amendment.  It removes the veil; it plants the flag of truth within the fortress of a rebel son.

If God were a Kantian, who would not have us til we came to Him from he purest and best motives, who could be saved?

We cannot know that we are acting at all, or primarily, for God's sake, unless the material of the action is contrary to our inclinations, or (in other words) painful, and what we cannot know that we are not choosing, we cannot choose.

the mere obeying is also intrinsically good, for, in obeying, arrational creature consciously enacts its creaturely role, reverses the act by which we fell, treads Adam's dance backward, and returns. 

When we act from ourselves alone--that is, from God in ourselves--we are collaborators in, or live instruments of, creation: and that is why such an act undoes with "backward mutters dissevering power" the uncreative spell which Adam laid upon his species.


Friday, October 20, 2023

Lotus Prairie

Prairie LotusPrairie Lotus by Linda Sue Park
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

This is ultimately fan-fiction for Little House on the Prairie. Only Hanna is part Asian (Chinese Korean) and her and her Caucasian father are opening a dress shop in a growing town on the plains. She deals with racism while trying to graduate from school and prove to her father she is capable of sewing in the shop. She is grieving her deceased mother and making friends with the local Indians. Pa is not as warm as Laura Wilder's and some of Hanna's challenges are more real and more insidious than what I remember from my copy of yellow paperbacks, but hopefully this made for young readers novel will help kids to identify and be informed by Hanna's adventures.

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I miss you when I blink

I Miss You When I Blink: EssaysI Miss You When I Blink: Essays by Mary Laura Philpott
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Philpott cracked the code to making me enjoy a memoir! Write mini essays around events in your life and make sure you use comedy, including poking fun at your own expense. Some things I could totally relate to and some I couldn't but dissecting meaning from it made even things I couldn't relate to directly something to think about.

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Riot Baby

Riot BabyRiot Baby by Tochi Onyebuchi
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

I liked the concept. A girl is born with the power to see into the future and all she sees around her is tragedy, and this anger builds to create even more power so that she can do everything from make herself invisible to teleportation. Her brother ends up in jail and fights his own demons while being guided (?) provoked (?) by his sister. I have to admit that I never really understood the sister and felt no real connection with either one. It's a mess of angst and rage, imo.

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Magic for Liars

 

Magic for LiarsMagic for Liars by Sarah Gailey
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This magical whodunit practically never missteps. The motifs of duality build upon each other--twins, siblings, double lives--reflections shown in circus mirrors with distortions and imperfections. The idea that we can do over, start over, begin again--this time without mistakes turns into new mistakes and new hurts. Still, it ends with the idea that while we can't change who we are, maybe we can keep trying to be better.

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Friday, September 29, 2023

In the Country of Women

 

In the Country of WomenIn the Country of Women by Susan Straight
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I honestly don't know why I read memoirs. This one was written to the author's daughters and I am sure they loved it. I, on the other hand, had trouble following who was who especially the first half of the book--the author relates the backstories of several women in her family and her husband's family and I was constantly trying to keep the straight--which ones came from Sweden, which came from the South--which were her husband's mother's family and which her husband's father's? A family tree might have been helpful. There is a lot of skipping around. There are lots of little stories. I never could feel like a cohesive picture of who the author was or who her daughters were (or even, really, who her ancestors were). Details are skipped over (probably to save living relative's feelings). And sorry I don't think she owns up to any faults. But I do like the idea that we can gather strength and inspiration from those (especially ladies) that go before us.

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"It's like a hundred leaky faucets in a house.  Everything you feel.  You just turn off one faucet at a time.  Drip by drip.  It takes forever.  But one day you'll wake up and hear quiet."