Wednesday, June 29, 2022

Happy Families

 Chasing Apollo across a continent

We arrive at the city in night

Stalagmites glow at the heart

Christmas lights laid out beyond, blinking  it

Dawns on me they are porch lights

Peeping in and out through branches

Suburban home fires warming to the

American dream of couched laughter and 

Candlelit casseroles


Red lights scream along dark ribbons

White light feels anxiously ahead

An itching need to reach those strung out lights


All happy families are alike

warm baths   clean sheets

waltzes in stocking feet

every house the same beat

“How was your day, dear”

two steps right

“Smashing, darling”

one step back

“You look lovely, doll”

left, left

blink, blink, *blush*

up


Up in the sky they are all just playthings

Lights flickering silent in the dark

Too far away to see dirt and grime,

Hear sobbing behind the radio,

See families lonely wreathed with webbed halos.


From here, I can hold the house in my palm

right, right, back

Put my eye up to the window

left, left, up

Before I shake it, and toss it away into the dark.


Friday, June 24, 2022

Chronicles of Narnia

The Chronicles of Narnia (Chronicles of Narnia, #1-7)The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

While The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe is by far the best of the seven, they all add something to the tale. I remember being read Wardrobe when I was small and crying when Aslan was killed. Without it I don't think I would have been able to understand the sacrifice of Jesus Christ nearly as early in my life as I did. All of these books play a similar role: The Horse and His Boy illustrates how God uses trials to guide us and help us to grow. The Voyage of the Dawn Treader has the best allegory for repentance I've ever seen. There are illustrations of the importance of faith, the blessings of keeping the commandments with strict obedience, the danger of false gods, and the glory of the afterworld. Yes, Lewis' depiction of the Colormen are a bit discomfiting in this day and age and some of the "lessons" don't have the nuance that Wardrobe possess and comes off, therefore, as a bit too preachy. But overall these books are fun yet inspirational.

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The Looking Glass War

The Looking Glass WarThe Looking Glass War by John le Carré
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

The majority of this book deals with the training of an agent--only not done by the Circus (where Smiley is) but rather by the Department, which feels they have been undercut by the Circus. The Department remembers its glory days of the war and tries to recreate it by recruiting a former agent and retraining him with one of the old masters. Avery is new to the party and he is being trained as much as Leiser, the agent. Only the last third holds any real action, but it is a novel about the relationship of handler and agent--and agent and Department. It is cynical and heartbreaking. Smiley is not directly involved, so maybe he is excused from the amateur-ism and poor decisions of the Department, but the Circus knows full well what is going on and seems content to watch the Department implode with ineptitude.

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The Spy Who Came In from the Cold

The Spy Who Came In from the Cold (George Smiley #3)The Spy Who Came In from the Cold by John le Carré
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

One of le Carre's best books, mainly because of the ride that the reader takes with Leamas--we as readers are in the dark as much as he is, and when the whole story falls into place, we experience the same emotions. Smiley is in the background here, and far from being a hero, he is something of a puppet master with devastating results.


This is Le Carre's third book and the one where he hits his stride as the one of the best spy novelists. He said it this book came to him in three weeks and it shows: it is tight, full of suspense, and inspired. Loved it.

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A Murder of Quality

A Murder of Quality (George Smiley #2)A Murder of Quality by John le Carré
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Here Smiley solves a murder, his circle of suspects include old friends from his spy days. The truth leads to places he'd rather not go, and so again there is no victory in the truth and the novel ends on a bleak, tired, lonely Smiley.

This is one Le Carre novel that is a straight up mystery and not a spy novel. It has lots of twists and turns and no one seems to be who you think...very well written. But I have to admit I missed the mystic of the spy genre.

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Call for the Dead

Call for the Dead (George Smiley #1)Call for the Dead by John le Carré
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Yes, this may have been my third time reading this book. And it's not even le Carre's best work. But this time I focused on Smiley and realized that I'd been duped all along. Far from being a grandfatherly type, clever, lovable, and somehow being England's conscious, Smiley is simply a spy. Old and good--able to read the signs better than most, but also lonely, sad, given to fits of nostalgia and old anger. This novel ends with self-recrimination and regret and reading these novels in a row, there is a pervasive sadness.


This is Le Carre's first book, where we are introduced to George Smiley and Peter Guillium. Smiley is called to investigate a murder, and it is a decent murder mystery. It feels like Agatha Christie wrote a spy novel, but it is a good place to start with George. Unlike some of his later novels, Carre spells out the evidence and conclusions (almost painfully) so that the reader doesn't miss a thing. It was an enjoyable read and a good beginning for things to come.

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The Telling Room

 

The Telling Room: A Tale of Love, Betrayal, Revenge, and the World's Greatest Piece of CheeseThe Telling Room: A Tale of Love, Betrayal, Revenge, and the World's Greatest Piece of Cheese by Michael Paterniti
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Starting out this seems like a pretentious memoir/non-fiction book about a piece of cheese. Sure, it has a great story, but I couldn't help eye-rolling as somehow Paterniti gets funding to actually live in Spain with his family, all the while learning to live in the moment, eat "slow" food, and "write". But this story morphs into so much more. There is a reason it is called The Telling Room and not say, Guzman's Cheese, and that is what makes this book transcendent and all the personal asides excusable and even necessary. This book is about the stories we get sucked into, the truths we find hard to let go of, the stories that we tell ourselves. Does knowing the truth make our stories more or less important? Does the truth diminish or add to our perceptions of people? In the end, the story was worth the listening.

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